there's only fifty of them. i'll be fine.

CHICKADEES ONLY
Not particularly friending atm, though. :'D

"Morals," said Lionel, "are a form of insanity. Give me a moral man who insists on doing the right thing all the time, and I will show you a tangle which an angel couldn't get out of." - from The Once And Future King, by T.H. White

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( p.s. )

Okay, so I'm cold and bored while house/dog-sitting, but that's not really why I'm breaking my hiatus for this short moment.

This is why I'm breaking the hiatus. That a million times over. I never would have thought that RRP would ever make it to something like that--even if it is "just a website", although it is CNN. A million people probably won't even skim it, but the fact that this disease is somehow, though very slowly, being more recognized as something ELSE caused by the HPV virus(certain strands of it, anyway) other than just cervical cancer...that it too, can be fatal and very hard to live with at times--this is a really big step for those of us that have this, whether we've had it since birth like myself, or ended up with it later in life.

Man, I am just in amazement and this really makes me happy. TBH I wouldn't have known about it were I not on the RRP yahoo email list. Someone linked to it and someone else has already replied back within five minutes saying they could have been reading about their own child. Sometimes being on this email list brings really depressing emails, but things like this? I don't mind them at all. There is hope, you know? There might be more than we think.

Personally, I've got about three weeks until I get to see my doctor, and from there a surgery will probably be scheduled. It is really stressful to think about and I'm hoping that they will be willing to work out a payment plan with us even though we're still trying to pay off last year's surgery. But while it's very stressful, I also have this really impatient and excited feeling to know that I will probably get to speak and sing and do whatever I want with my voice come the end of January or beginning of February. I haven't been able to talk properly for a few months now, and my voice has been going since before I left for Mexico over the summer; still, it's a strange kind of hope and yearning I have now. I'm accepting it even if I know I feel guilty as well(for costing so much money health-wise) because it will be easier to function as a ~* human *~ if I can have a voice again, and somehow get a job in this crappy economy. My self-confidence will go shooting back up, too, in all honesty.

Man, then this page I linked to? that brightens me up even more. I mean, we all gotta get through this the best we know how, but jeez, just thinking that now awareness has been spread where in general there is pretty much NONE?! amazing. There is no other word for it.

I am gonna leave this public, in hopes that whoever randomly comes across this journal will by chance click on the link, curious as to why this cheesie is getting all sentimental on a cold ass Texas winter day. Or something like that. ;D

.HIATUS.
June 26th-June 29th(???)

My family(including Oaty, who is also family, as if this is a surprise ;D) and myself are leaving after I get off work this afternoon for Colorado. It's going to be a looong drive and I'm equally excited/scared. We're taking my mom to visit with her bff--that she hasn't seen since I was FIVE--and my little sister is also going to stay up there until close to the end of next month. Things at home will be kinda awkward, I imagine, but I'm not going to focus on that right now.

So! In lieu of lots and lots of time that will be spent in the truck(but it's a road trip, which are always adventures within themselves), I'm taking a short hiatus. I finally get to meet(with memories, that is) my godmother in person, whoa. She's also my middlename-sake, how's that? This is going to be super new and interesting, I cannot wait to get off work tomorrow.

Ciao for now, cheesies, and don't forget to start with the man in the mirror. ♥♥♥

I still need to pack, oh my santa.

Whoa, hey! Sorry about that, guys.

I had to go and put my clown shoes on, but I'm back now: laced up and ready to go.

>8D

Comment anonymously with:
❶ One thing you really like about me
❷ One thing you don't really like about me

In before you complain too much/are too hyper/creepy friggin' icons/you've had the same character in your default for like a year now/you spam too much/wtf r u doin up still...:D

Let's go! I'll do the Christmas post when the sun's out and all that later today. ♥

Hello, fine citizens of The World. I, Hombre.png, the Savior of all Fedoras, wish to make your acquaintance.

No longer must you hang up your hats in fear. No longer will you fret over leaving your hat on! Danger to your fine feathered head equipment is no longer absolute now that I am on the scene.

I will track down these perilous foes and shake them up all the way down from their nose to their toes. Never fear, Hombre.png is now here.

context:

"steve blum" (6:09:19 PM): you're like the fedora super hero
mercy miles (6:09:26 PM): i AM a fedora with a cape
mercy miles (6:09:29 PM): make no mistake jake
mercy miles (6:09:35 PM): i'll whip out my silly snake
mercy miles (6:09:56 PM): and you'll be mixed up like shake 'n bake
mercy miles (6:09:57 PM): >8(
"steve blum" (6:10:31 PM): ...LMFAO a fucking fedora with a cape

mercy miles (6:16:26 PM): except he doesn't really have a snake he just has corn which will work in a pinch
"steve blum" (6:16:46 PM): LMAO THIS.

"steve blum" (6:18:46 PM): eater of corn, savior of fedoras, maybe mexican
"steve blum" (6:18:48 PM): all is well
"steve blum" (6:18:50 PM): i am here

o hai gaiz

have a meme

Leave an ANONYMOUS comment with:

1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me. (but o baby it can be.)
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
9. After you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you.

and now back to your regularly scheduled moe journaling

"I'll Never Shave Your Beard"
sing along!

santa, i know you're hurting
right now you only have an empty toy sack
now all i ask is for a merry sleigh ride just with you

from the first day that i saw your rosy face
santa i knew that we would be jolly elves together

oooh, when i sat in your sleigh
you said ho and i ho'd back
santa you'd hold the reins
we would ride off to neverland

i deserve a turn
santa just once
give me the reins and i'll drive it all night
you walked in and you jingled so much
santa your bells are like mine

i'll never shave your beard
i'll never drink your milk
i'd rather go on the naughty list
i'll give you my whole tree
santa that's no lie

as the year flies
you will see the list
get a little more longer
frank that's how giving goes
santa, santa

and i
know you're jolly
and
how your red cheeks shine
and i
know that it is
time to ho hoooooo~

i deserve a turn
santa just once
give me the reins and i'll drive it all night
you walked in and you jingled so much
santa your bells are like mine

i'll never shave your beard
i'll never drink your milk
i'd rather go on the naughty list
i'll give you my whole tree
santa that's no lie

♥♥♥

You are not alone!
I am here with you!
I can hear your prayers!
Your burdens I will bear!

it is all truth 8) 8) 8)

chaos centra (2:09:45 AM): YOU KNOW WHEN YOU TURN YOUR HANDS UPSIDE DOWN LIKE THAT, AND MAKE CIRCLES AROUND YOUR EYES?

LJ HIATUS DRINKING GAME

Take one drink: for every hiatus
Take two drinks: for every time someone comes off hiatus soon after going on one
Take three drinks: as needed to deal with the wtfery

srsly guys, wtf is up with hiatuses lately? Make up your miiiiiinds. fjle;ava *shot*


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Well, that's it for now. Go vote, guys! wut. nominations.

OH WAIT, MAKING THIS DISABLED for the disabled entries count in order to get punched by nosebleeds. lmao, brb, taking another drink.

chaos centra (2:45:08 AM): HERPES = WIPING SPIT OFF YOUR FACE
chaos centra (2:45:12 AM): CLEARLY.

LMAO WHAT

blaqkbirds (2:45:56 AM): "HIATUS BC I HAVE TOO MANY DICKS IN MY MOUTH"

Wow, anyone that takes this super seriously--8D

EDIT 2: LMFAO tyir YOU FUCKIN' BITCH, UNDELETE UR JOURNAL I WAS NOT MEEN